All in a night!

Time: 12:00am
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10…40,41,,..insomnia…have been sleeping very well after I came to Austin…not getting sleep now…Digital Fortress: some things does n’t make sense to my little knowledge in cryptography…Chenani, friends, phone calls, select * from ipsec_vpn…HEB,Taj Store…yogurt mixed with vegetable oil,bread,…

1:00am :
1,2,3,4,5,….61,62,63,..try the age old technique…wondering if it ever worked…
cooker saftery valve burst on tuesday: thanks to my roomie :)…can i get up and continue reading Digital Fortess from page 97…home , karaikal, Arumbakkam…sleep, sleep,sleep….

2:00am :
1,2,3,4,5,6,…Austin,Pavilion Park and Ride,”Taste of India”: costly food i found on Cisco cafeteria-Thursday special – they shoud have name it “A view of India” 🙁 ..Abstract factory…friends….zzzzzz

Was talking with my mom – she was telling something about my brother…then woke up hearing some noise…my roomie was shouting..aiyoo..aiyoo.. and and hitting his bed and shouting…wanted to calm him…i said “onnum illa”….but found myself joining him and saying/shouting “onnumillaioooo..onnumillahaioo”…then he pushhed down the phone on the table and fell down…and finally he woke up…

i was under control by that time and took the water from the table and gave him…acted as if i was cool :)… didn’t want to frighten him further by expressing my fear…then, he happily went back to sleep :)…Myself !!! already, adrenaline had its effects..could feel the each cells being nourished with oxygen molecule by haemoglobin and it staring to break of the glucose at high rate…

the clock read:
Started having a scary feeling…was afraid to keep the eyes open..or keep it closed :)..didn’t know why..started to get thoughts about ghosts etc.,…what was the last time i was afraid like this ?- not sure…started thinking about Lord Krishna,Shiva,Muruga, Jesus(he should be powerful here)…not geeting sleep again…felt i was alone though my roomie was sleeping…
Whenever i blabber something in sleep, my mom used to put prasad in my forehead… wished mom was with me…wanted to call home..then changed my mind…then, somehow slept…zzzzz

Switched of the alarm and went back to sleep…

Get up and run…time to go to office :)))))))))))))

Got a call from mom from my brother’s cell phone… she asked me if i am fine…

Anyway, now I am not afraid …. and my friend asked me, “what happened last night? i don’t remember anything.” :)))

There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid.
~Frederick W. Cropp

  • Sangeeta

    >I have these weird feelings too, that there’s ‘someone else’ in the house. thn I switch on all the lights(when i finally find the guts to move out of the room) and I get on the phone with hubby/mom and switch on the TV. All the time I wish for the ‘ghost’ to come inside..Hell! I want a ‘real encounter’ now! I wanna befriend a ghost hihihihih

  • Akruti

    >Guess it happens sometimes.u takecare and finish off that digital fortress.well,ya,whenever i ger scared my mom puts chandan or vibudhi on forehead:)))) mom’s are the sweetestbeings in this world.
    Happy ugadi

  • Sudhir Parasuram (Lakkaraju)

    >Krish, take care. And don’t work urself up too much.


  • itsme

    >Oh u poor dear…
    I know it happens… but im kinda used 2 it. i sit up 2 study at night, at 12, 1, 2 or 3 o clock. so im not having such wierd thoughts anymore.
    but u sure know a lot of science….
    ” adrenaline had its effects..could feel the each cells being nourished with oxygen molecule by haemoglobin and it staring to break of the glucose at high rate…”
    With luv
    It’s me
    (thought, with the usual signature u’ll know who i am)

  • Manikandan

    >உங்கள் நண்பருக்கு திருஷ்டி சுற்றி போடவும் மீண்டும் சகஜ நிலைமைக்கு திரும்பி விடுவார் anyhow அவரை அமெரிக்க பெண்களிடமிருந்து சற்று தள்ளியிருக்க சொல்லுங்கள்

    all the problem will be solved right!

  • prasanna.mansa

    >Dear Krish,

    Day by day the way you write becoming very beautiful. Now you got lot of blog frnds. Keep it up.

    By the way, why your frnd shouted that night ? Bad dreams ?


  • Kishna

    >Heh Heh….
    Atlast…. “Adventure” … 🙂 hee hee..

  • Mithuna

    >me not going to 2 tell anything, you know it better 🙂

  • Krish

    Thanks…Yup..i am not alone 🙂

    Thanks…I am not working out!!!

  • Krish

    yes..i know u 🙂 repair ur computer and update ur blog !

    enda..epdi irukka… i am always away from girls…

  • Krish

    Thanks’s ur work going ?

    Is this adventure…:((

    me also not syaing anything… u know it better 🙂