All in a night!

Time: 12:00am
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10…40,41,,..insomnia…have been sleeping very well after I came to Austin…not getting sleep now…Digital Fortress: some things does n’t make sense to my little knowledge in cryptography…Chenani, friends, phone calls, select * from ipsec_vpn…HEB,Taj Store…yogurt mixed with vegetable oil,bread,…

1:00am :
1,2,3,4,5,….61,62,63,..try the age old technique…wondering if it ever worked…
cooker saftery valve burst on tuesday: thanks to my roomie :)…can i get up and continue reading Digital Fortess from page 97…home , karaikal, Arumbakkam…sleep, sleep,sleep….

2:00am :
1,2,3,4,5,6,…Austin,Pavilion Park and Ride,”Taste of India”: costly food i found on Cisco cafeteria-Thursday special – they shoud have name it “A view of India” 🙁 ..Abstract factory…friends….zzzzzz

Was talking with my mom – she was telling something about my brother…then woke up hearing some noise…my roomie was shouting..aiyoo..aiyoo.. and and hitting his bed and shouting…wanted to calm him…i said “onnum illa”….but found myself joining him and saying/shouting “onnumillaioooo..onnumillahaioo”…then he pushhed down the phone on the table and fell down…and finally he woke up…

i was under control by that time and took the water from the table and gave him…acted as if i was cool :)… didn’t want to frighten him further by expressing my fear…then, he happily went back to sleep :)…Myself !!! already, adrenaline had its effects..could feel the each cells being nourished with oxygen molecule by haemoglobin and it staring to break of the glucose at high rate…

the clock read:
3:57am:
Started having a scary feeling…was afraid to keep the eyes open..or keep it closed :)..didn’t know why..started to get thoughts about ghosts etc.,…what was the last time i was afraid like this ?- not sure…started thinking about Lord Krishna,Shiva,Muruga, Jesus(he should be powerful here)…not geeting sleep again…felt i was alone though my roomie was sleeping…
Whenever i blabber something in sleep, my mom used to put prasad in my forehead… wished mom was with me…wanted to call home..then changed my mind…then, somehow slept…zzzzz

7:30am:
Switched of the alarm and went back to sleep…

9:05am:
Get up and run…time to go to office :)))))))))))))

Office-10:10am:
Got a call from mom from my brother’s cell phone… she asked me if i am fine…

Anyway, now I am not afraid …. and my friend asked me, “what happened last night? i don’t remember anything.” :)))

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There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid.
~Frederick W. Cropp